FUN肆娱乐

      one...

    这个人,是我不想说的,但又不得不说的..
    他让我有多后悔,让我有多绝望,让我有多失落....
    离开了他.恨着他.但还是甩也甩不掉
    自己真实的内心想法.还是要面对..
    每夜都难以入睡..
    他的模样.声音.动作.
    不停浮现在 眼前.
    放电影..
    看着和他一起的.
    点点滴滴.
    虽也曾有过忏悔,歉意.
    矛盾的心理..
    破裂的关系..
    ..
    我还是没法
    .鼓`起勇气.去说
    ``和好..
    两个字..却是那样难出口..
    伤害,太深,不可救药..
    被背叛的感觉..
    只有让我.`
    消失,在`他的.世界中.`
    ..
    一切只是.一场意外.`
    意外.`从天而降.
    让我遇见了`他..
    意外.`从地而生.
    让我与他关系.那样`铁..
    最终.老天爷.`无情地结束了
    这场意外..
    ..
    这曾是一场最美丽的 .`意外.`
    ..
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    Goodbye!
    I left you on the bridge between our hearts.
    It was perfect friendship that we had got months ago.
    It was I that put an undone end to this ruthlessly.
    We maybe both felt lonely without each other's company,
    but the life is just like this:
    we meet,we also will be separate.
    ..
     It is the end of a  letter that I wrote to him in the school.
    But I didn't send to him bravely.
    I was so despairing to write the long letter "with" my sad tears.
    I don't know why I am so angry and I feel hopeless.
    I generally tasted the treachery.
    ..
    I trusted him a lot.
    I told him a lot.
    When everything was OK.I was deceived in him foolishly.
   The wound to me is irremediable.
    I can't believe anyone now because the people I should trust betrayed me.
   How can I believe others?
   ..
   There is a 'lie ' in 'believe'!
   ..
   So I stopped the friendship soon.
  That was because it was unmeaning for me to last the mistrustful friendship.
     ..
     But I can't forget.I can't forget him!
     Everynight,when light's off,
      his face,his voice and his actions always crowd in on me.
      The memory of him always makes me cannot fall asleep.
     I hate him,but I miss him.
     So strange feelings.
    ..
     What should I do then?
     GIVE UP?
     STALEMATE?
     OR  BECOME RECONCILED (IMPOSSIBLE THOUGH)

       two....

    折腾了 一个 暑假，

      我们之间基本和好。

      不过也是最近和好的 。

      又有了那份激动的心情。。

      是啊，不 和好干什么。

      对双方都有好处。（即使认为对我会没用）

      我还是去 找到了他说话。

      退一步海阔天空。

      这'真的就像是一场梦．．＇

　　　或许是噩梦．

　　　或许是美梦＇

　　　结局还是美好的．．

　　　这场噩梦让我们深感痛苦．

　　　这场美梦让我们更加珍惜对方．

　　　啊．！和好的心情爽啊．

　　　就让这梦随着我们的成长而渐渐熄灭．或深埋心底，引以为戒．

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　　　three．．．

　　现在的事．就是等着开学后，我们在学校相间．

　　　面对面，说和好．．

　　　安心地，放开地，无拘束地在一起．

　　　直到　毕业．．